Ok she is real

Well I wrote Akiss2desire another e-mail. This time I was just suddenly "inspired" as she called it. I guess it was the way she writes that I wasn't bullshitting when I told her that. I mean a lot of what I say is BS, but I really like her style of writing. It's not conventional or proper in anyway, but it's not uncomprehensable and her imagery is so vivid. She totally gets her point across.

The first e-mail I sent just basically said I liked how she writes, and asked her a few somewhat personal questions about herself. Then i described my self and situation at the end hoping for some advice. That's pretty much. She wrote me back this super short message that I had to wonder if it wasn't an automated message.

So then I wrote her this second letter. Ok the first one she said she Loved it and I just really didn't believe that I just figured she was putting it on thick. But the second one I told her a little story about what happened to me and tried to do my best with the descriptions so she could really visualize it. Anyway, I think she might have really liked it because, first of all her letter was more than 2 sentences this time. She also said she loves my style of writing. I was a little worried it would be total crap and she would just laugh at my pathetic attempt to write something. I mean, I like to write, I used to all of the time when I was younger but I guess somewhere a long the line I lost it. I didn't think it was that great and I am so horrible when it comes to spelling, grammar, and punctuation. I think just about the only thing I understand is that run on sentences are bad and I usually ignore even that rule if I'm in a rush. However, supposedly she liked it. She even put the song I told her to listen to onto her iPod.

I guess she just really doesn't have time to write out all she wants to say so...I'll be waiting, like a puppy at the door for its master to come home. At least she gave me a time estimate so I won't be compulsively checking my e-mail.